Not tonight though. Tonight, I shall just rejoice in the fact that i took the first step to letting it out. And these are the promises i shall make to myself.

1) I will write. I will write my emotions out because heck I keep them to myself alot, and alot of these are pretty secret society stuffs anyway

2) For every paragraph I write about despair, I shall make it a point to write another equally long paragraph about good things in life. About the sunshines and rainbows cause God forbids I get depressed all by myself right now, cause my Happy man is gone and nobody has that duty of bringing me back from the edge any longer.

So there goes. And hopefully, this shall be my salvation.

And with even more prayers, our salvation.

Goodnight. And i hope nobody is actually still reading this site 😊